Hello!

So it's Tuesday night..ahem Wednesday morning. I'm just sitting here on the interet myspace-ing and I thought what better time to write than now!? I wanted to do some nice introduction before I started writing, but I couldn't really think of anthing charasmatic or witty to say. My blog is probably going to consist mostly of boy talk and my frustrations about my love life, or lack there of. So while I'm on the topic I'll start there.

I got a (very) late start to my day, I woke up around 5:45-6pm. I'm a shift worker and I get home around 7am when I'm on mids. Well last night I was able to sneak out around 3 with the intentions of going to wal-mart to do some grocery shopping. That didn't happen. Instead I cozied up to my computer and watch a move "The Women". And I read this blog on cosmo's site. And eventually fell asleep.

Anywho back to my late start. So okay, I woke up around 6ish check my phone: two txt's. One from my sister-in-law telling me how cheap gas is in Georgia, and the other from my guy telling me he was asleep when I had txt him at 3:45am.

So I responded to his first:

Me: Thought I'd give it a try

Him: Lol was u bored?

Me: I got off work early and was hoping for a booty call

<i'm sure he thinks i was joking>

Him: O damn

Me: lol, what did you eat 4dinner?

Him: Nuthin yet got this steak I'm bout to cook

Me: Hmm u want chinese?

Him: Na i done spent enuff on eatin out

Me:I was offering 2pay, And you can make that steak 4lunch

Me: I can bring the food u find a movie and i'll be gone by 11 so u can sleep

Him: Word? I'm good tho thanks for the offer

Him: I'm good on tha food but if u wanna come ova cool

I didn't respond back. I was trying to be spontaneous but he wasn't taking the bate. So I txt another guy, Mike. He had already eaten so nevermind, again. Then he called me and we talked for awhile. And we'll probably meet up tomorrow if he's not too tired when he gets off work.

So, let me explain the situation here. The first guy, we'll call him D ;), I met back in July and since he's getting out of the military next year he doesn't want to get into a serious relationship. He made that very clear that he had a plan for when he got out and didn't want any distractions (exact words, ouch!). I should have just cut it off right then but I was really into him and I guess I thought I could change his mind. So for awhile the subject of us being a legit couple would come up and we woud just argue about it. He would keep saying that he doesn't want to start something he can't finish and blah blah. I totally understand, but at the same time he's known this all along and I just wish he woudn't string me along. Ugh it gets aggrivating. But about a week ago he was asking me why I hadn't said anything about a realationship. And I just point blank told him that I'm not sweating him and what's the point in bringing it up because all we do is bicker about it. We talked some more (all through text mind you) and he basically said he's thinking about it but he's not sure. He's really into me but he doesn't want to make a mistake by starting something he can't finish.

O00oh Boys! I'll leave it there for now, and I'll save the story of how I met the other guy for another blog!!

Scootz!